Some how I know it's not right,
I know I shouldn't feel jealous.
But I do.
Somehow I've ,
Created feelings.

Feelings for someone I don't know very well,
Feelings I promised myself I'd never have again.
Feelings that make me seem so human,
That it makes me sick.

The only person to make me feel whole,
The person who makes sanity shine through,
Shine through all the pain I feel inside.

Why do I have these feelings?
How can you do this?
It's all so weird to me.
How can you do this?